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a dream
00:48
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2. |
you chase
02:48
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3. |
fall
03:43
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synthetic arms that won't hold me
synthetic love that won't warm me
i still feel all the love you gave to me
but was it real?
because it was,
it always was to me
to me . . .
it always was to me
i thought that nothing would ever change
that things would just stay the same
and that you wouldn't leave me ever again, again
and even then
the hole you left
deep with inside me
no, it never caved
'cause i always kept a place
just for you
just for you
i always kept a place
thinking that nothing would ever change
that things would just stay the same
and that you wouldn't leave me ever again, again.
. . .
it compels me in a way
i don't know why
or much less how
but it tires me
your love is tiring
and i'm beyond reasoning now
and with the saddest synth i heard
i finally realize (right now)
your love won't heal me now (not right now)
'cause in dreams i see your face
there's no one who can replace
your love i'll live without
i'll always keep a place
hold on to this empty space
until the love runs out
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4. |
winter
02:17
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5. |
spring
05:21
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did it happen too fast?
was i moving too slow?
our growth paces not align or did i malgrow?
was it all an illusion - just a great, big confusion?
why can't i understand where things went wrong?
what was lost? what did we have? had we nothing at all?
did i hold on too tightly? lose myself into you blindly?
and i feel, i feel your absence grow,
where it leads to . . .
oh, i don't know
in total darkness (right) i begin to sew
stitching from the deeper part of my sorrow
i'm reeling, false healing, i'm feeling everything
all at once, nothing at all comes crashing right into me
so suddenly, i'm finding this feeling of healing
right
like
i'll find
right
like
i'll find
did it happen too fast?
was i moving too slow?
our growth paces not align or did i malgrow?
was it all an illusion - just a great, big confusion?
why can't i understand where things went wrong?
what was lost? what did we have? had we nothing at all?
did i hold on too tightly? lose myself into you blindly?
and i feel, i feel your absence grow,
where it leads to . . .
oh, i don't know
in total darkness (right) i begin to sew
stitching from the deeper parts of my sorrow
i'm reeling, false healing, i'm feeling everything
all at once, nothing at all comes crashing right into me
so suddenly, i'm finding this feeling of healing . . .
and i'll heal, even as i age
this life's so strange to me
the ground collapsed right beneath my feet
and i know that i - i know that i'll heal . . . even as i age . . .
this life's so strange to me
the ground collapsed right beneath my feet
and i know that i - i know that i'll heal . . . even as i age . . .
this life's so strange to me
the ground collapsed right beneath my feet
and i know that i - i know that i'll heal . . . even as i age . . .
this life's so strange to me
the ground collapsed right beneath my feet
and i'll heal . . .
go
. . .
can you open your eyes and see me outside?
in the broad daylight and see me dancing?
out and under the sun - i'm in the garden
frolicking away my life - it's only started
hiding for half of my life behind cold shadows
time spent thinking about time - i'll never look back
now, i've found what i sought - i never lost it
can you open your eyes and look at me and see i'm home?
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6. |
two thousand summers
01:55
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7. |
endlessly
03:25
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